Monday, January 27, 2014

Weathering the Storm

Have you ever been caught in a storm?  I remember being on the lake once when a storm came.  The waves became huge, and the rain hurt as it pounded my skin.  It was uncomfortable.  I just wanted to be back on land, in the comfort and safety of my home.  Simply put, I wanted the storm to be over.  Sounds a lot like the storms we face in life, huh?

Recently I’ve seen a picture floating around on facebook that says, “sometimes you just have to bow your head, say a prayer, and weather the storm.”  Those are words that are easily said (or written), but in actuality, those are things that are very difficult to do.  In the midst of a terrible storm, it is sometimes even impossible to pray.  We don’t have the words because the pain is too deep.  Have you been there?  I have.  We try to pray, but as hard as we try, the words won’t come.  In those times, I believe that God knows our heart well enough to know that the hurt has impeded us from crying out to him.  The storm has tossed us to and fro, and we are just barely hanging on for dear life. 

This morning we sang Matt Redman’s song Never Let Go (in Spanish, of course) at church.  As the title implies, God never lets go of us, NEVER!  In the midst of the storm when you feel like you are drowning and your grip is slipping, remember that God will never let us go.  He is a shelter in the storm (Isaiah 25:4), and He makes the storm be still and hushes the waves of the sea (Psalm 107:29).  When the storm is raging and you just want it to be over, remember that He is holding onto you!

Something else that struck me from that little saying was ‘bow your head.’  Now I know that it was in reference to bowing one’s head to pray, but I can’t let go of the fact that when our head is bowed, we are not looking up to Jesus.  I know we bow our heads in prayer out of reverence, but in the midst of the storm, our focus needs to be up.  Sometimes the only thing we can do is look to the heavens.  Sometimes simply looking up takes all the strength we have.  When we are weathering the storm, it seems that bowing our head shows defeat.  And when we are in Christ, we are not defeated.  Trust me when I say that I know the feeling of defeat during the midst of the storm.    But Romans 8:37 tells us “we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.”  We can get through the storm, but only by the power of Christ living in us.

When I was in the midst of the worst storm of my life, people would say, “God will not give you more than you can handle.”  Really?  REALLY??!!??  Come on, people, that is absolutely the worst thing you can say to someone.  I know you meant well.  But, seriously, when in the midst of something that is so unbearable, you tell someone that God knows you can handle what you are going through?  God certainly knows us and what we are capable of.  He knows how many hairs we have on our heads (Luke 12:7).  I believe that God allows things that will draw us closer to him.  I could not handle what I was going through, but praise God that He could!  It’s only through and by His grace that I was able to see that storm through.  It hurt.  It was awful.  I would never wish it on anyone, and I wanted it to be over.  But God had a bigger and better plan for me, and experiencing that storm was part of his plan.  He has shown me through that storm that he indeed doesn’t ever, ever let go, even when we try to let go of him.


So, weather that storm that you are facing.  Look to God, cry out to him, or just be silent in your pain.  He knows.  AND HE NEVER LETS GO!

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Things I Miss

It seems that every day there are things we talk about that we miss.  Don't get me wrong, we are enjoying Guatemala and love this country.  However, there are just some things you can't get here… like a juicy Chick-fil-A sandwich with steaming hot pickles.  Hmmmm, we've said daily we wish we had a Chick-Fil-A here!  And how could I forget Publix?  Oh, how I miss shopping for groceries in that wonderful store!  I enjoyed the customer service and the talks with the employees who carried my groceries out and loaded them in my car.  Here's a big one: driving where people follow traffic rules!  Yep, I miss that people actually stop at stop signs :)  I miss people saying what they mean.  While I love Guatemalans, I'm not gonna lie - I'm not fond of the "telling you what you want to hear" mentality.  I just want the truth!  For instance, when both Mark and Buddy were both sick, our vet told us, "Oh, I think they will be fine.  I think it will be okay.  I don't think you should worry."  We LOVE Estuardo.  He is a great guy, but there's a point when I just wanted to say, "please tell me the truth.  Is my dog going to die?"  I appreciate the positive attitude, but really, I just want someone to shoot straight with me!  I miss the ease of doing things in the US.  Things here are great.  We have access to Walmart, a mall, fast food.  We really can't complain.  But, there was a certain ease of doing things in the US that just doesn't happen here.  People just don't understand that sometimes it literally takes an hour just to get to the store and back - not counting the actual shopping and purchasing.  And how could I forget places like Chuy's, American Eagle, Old Navy, Bojangles, Cook Out, QT …. I could so go on and on!  There are TONS of things I miss.  There's new things I think of every day where I'm going, "oh, I wish we had…" or "oh, I miss …" but seriously, I can't complain.  Yes, there are things I miss, but the Lord has been so gracious and kind to provide for us and take care of us.  He allowed us to find coffee creamer that I LOVE for much cheaper than it was at Walmart.  I've been able to get Cherry Dr. Pepper at Walmart.  We've found taco kits that Briggs likes.  We've made some of our favorite dishes from home (excuse me, from the states.  Briggs reminds us that this is home) that we didn't think we would be able to find ingredients for.  I could go on and on about the blessings of God since we have been here, too.  So, yes, there are things that I miss about living in the good ol' USofA, but I wouldn't trade those "inconveniences" for the experiences that we are having here.  We are learning and growing and changing.  And I'm learning that that's not always a bad thing!